I’ve had a rough patch here. A couple days ago my spouse asked what was wrong. I told him I was sad. I think it’s a combination of exhaustion, the last dredges of a cold, some lingering culture shock and a frustration about a lack of a buyer for our house. We would have to decide to sell our house in the worst realty sales month on record in the last twenty years. Nice timing.
I’m not the sad type. I tend to run as a fairly stable person. This means that I’m not usually the one to call on if you are looking for a party but I do work fairly well as a designated driver. We did a personality test one time at marriage retreat. My spouse was a golden retriever. Golden Retrievers are caring, loyal, and consistent. I was a lion. Lions get a lot done, aren’t scared to attack a problem and have a bite when they are cranky. Go figure.
Ever struggle with a bible verse? I do sometimes. It’s because I personally believe that the Bible is true. So if there is something I read that I don’t like I struggle. But I have to tell you I still believe its true. So…here you go….I’ve got one for you.
II Corinthians 12:9 ”But he said to me, “My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness. Therefore I will boast all the more gladly about my weaknesses, so that Christ’s power may rest on me. That is why, for Christ’s sake, I delight in weaknesses, in insults, in hardships, in persecutions, in difficulties. For when I am weak, then I am strong.”
Most people love this verse. My grace is sufficient for you. What a wonderful truth and strong place to ground your feet. That’s not the bit I struggle with. I don’t particularly like the I delight in weaknesses, in insults, in hardships bit. I’d rather delight in the answers to prayer that go the way I want. I’d rather that those insults stop. I’d rather that the hardships go away. But here is what I need to remember…
It’s not about me.